MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #10

                                                 

Today is Guru Paurnima.This day we pay respect to our teachers'. The Guru i.e. teacher is among one who teach us to fill-up by knowledge. And with this knowledge we spend our lives. It is a day to remember our teacher again. In India this is like spirit, an energetic day to pay gratitude for our Guru. In Mahabharata Lord Krishna was the Guru of Arjuna.In modern India Paramahansa was the Guru of Swami Vivekanand. If we read the history of India,we find that each great person has come with one to whom he believed as his Guru. In the spiritual region we find one interesting story. Sant  Namadeo had no Guru in his early stage. He could able to talk directly to Lord Vittal. He believed that he was able to talk to Lord Vittal,then it is not needful for him to accept anyone as Guru. He failed to achieve what others could get easily with their Guru. Finally he accepted the necessity of Guru and then found the knowledge i.e.God. It is still today right thing that knowledge is impossible without Guru. Many accepted one Guru and many accepted more than one Guru. Many of us learn a lesson from each and every particle of this universe. They get knowledge from it and so they accept it as Guru. We in Hindu religion accept Guru as Parabramha i.e. caretaker of all-THE GOD.
           In every field Guru is required to obtain the knowledge. Guru is above God. Frist Guru and then God. So without Guru there will be no more knowledge. We can understand the importance of Guru by above lines. 
         When Guru is such a person who is above God then naturally question arise that without Guru,is there an absence of knowledge ? I think, to some extent there may be knowledge but it will fail to discover the final truth. 
        Guru is the person who sprinkles his thoughts to his students. Some collect few,some more than few and some out of all. One day, with hard way of practice,his student becomes Guru. This is what our tradition says to us.
          I respectfully bow to all my gurus' who teach me a lesson with the purpose or without purpose,with harm or without harm, with the intention or without intention. I with my heart pay respect to each of you and to guru inside you.

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL # 9

      Greeting of this auspicious day Gudhi Padhava. It's beginning of Hindu New Year. So I wish a very happy new year on this day. A new year starts with new volition  and we work for those volition  whole year. It's also beginning of new generous thought in the mind. There is joy all over the country. Today a great enthusiasm can be seen everywhere. It's  also day of victory over evil. Hindu traditional festival starts from today. I wish my hearty feeling for all.
             This year mean a lot for me. I had a long journey with my father. On 9th March 2014,my father took last breath. It was like a addiction of my father for last many years. When he passed away,there was certain type of hollow and I was quite disturbed after his death. I had served best to my father. Still there remained a hollow. Why was it for ? I had served my father with loving heart and my mind never admitted his absence. His absence in my mind was a real hollow.
      The hollow in my mind can be completed only by the way of writing some of the memories of my father. So I started to write about him. To some extent now my father will always remains with me.
      Friends,it is my pleasure today to announce on this auspicious day that my writing is just completed. Alone a love towards my father was one and only reason to complete the 'writing journey' of my father. It was new and fresh experience for me. I had never tried anything on paper. So it went much period to complete the book.
      The sudden quit of my father bother my life and finally I was successful in keeping some memories of my father with me. I had always a sympathy for my father. His entire life was a tragedy. Though he was unlucky in his life, he always walked on a path which finally ends in truth,simplicity and devotion. So such a precious life should be unfold to rest of the world.
       Besides journey with my father against cancer, writing memories of my father was a wonderful experience for me. It was completely possible to heal my mind by writing about my father. Now he will be always  available for me. The words will definitely calm down the storms of thoughts within me.
          I consider,my writing will helpful for world by many ways. Besides cancer of my father, many things are narrated in the book to enhance the glory of the book. My writing will shape into the book in coming months. I personally eager to meet the author within me. Thanks.

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #8

Hi friends,

               It's great day again to meet you. A rotation of life causes us to act accordingly and we do act by the circumstances around us. Some decisions of us are correct and some are wrong. The correct decision encourages us while incorrect decisions demoralize us . When such situation arrives to us, we do force to think upon our decision. Still life is going on and on with positive and negative decision. One thing I want to mention that whether decision is wrong or right, it should be taken. Once you took a certain decision,we should stick up with decision and should not worry about it's result. The decision power always improve with the experience and experience increases always with the decision. So to take a decision is first most needed thing in a life.

                 One decision I had taken long ago,without caring about the result of it. The decision was about my father. I had started with very few things with me at that time. It was indeed vital decision which  would rather affect directly to the life of my father. I was unknown to the result of decision.  Fortunately I was right and upcoming time proven my decision. If I was wrong at that time,perhaps I have to pay more for it.

           The whole experiences of my father's journey of struggle with his disease along with his life struggle is on the way to the paper. The writing is now in final stage and soon a rough print of it will come out. Like my father's cancer, writing about my father is giving me great pleasure. It contains mind satisfaction and inner peace. Life of my father was simple but full of morality,truth and tremendous affection towards the life. So I consider that it should be on the paper. We are going to publish it internationally. So that rest of the people should come to know about struggle of my father.

               Though the writing is not yet completed,it is on the way to finish soon. The whole struggle of my father is mainly focused in my writing. Also along with my father,my personal views and thoughts are the attraction of the book. My father made available to watch me to some social issues. The book contains serious thoughts over these issues. You may catch much more along with said things. The book will definitely force to think upon the issues which I am going to put in it. The culture of India from book will help to improve to some extent and also it will promote Indian Culture. I have a confidence about the book that intellectuals across the world will appreciate my writings. Hope every thing will be fine up to publication of book.

Thanks.

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #7

Hi friends,
Its too long to meet you. Actually I am busy in writing a book which will be publish in coming year or two. My experience while treating my father is main subject of my writing. I had came across lot of experience which enhanced my life really. The experience is real advisor in your life. No teacher can teach you better than experience. My father was suffering from Cancer for around sixteen years. There was nothing with us while I started to service of my father. The people who are with us started to go away from us. It was very tough time indeed in my life. There was life of my father which is going to vanish in Short period. There was much need of help to me and my family. I was expecting like that. But I was wrong. Some period prove me that my expectations were wrong. When there is need of you to someone,why we behave oddly ? Exactly thing was happened with me. My life was thoroughly ripe with the experiences and a milestone journey with my father was made in my life. There was much pains ,lot of difficulties and many hurdles while treating my father. The sixteen years is much period and I struggled that much of the period with Cancer. The Cancer was not my fear. The main fear was of breeding. My family was suffered through such a things that I have to write. Beside the dangerous disease , I have to fight that all thing which I considered to note down. We as person needs to obey some social things for others. These things are few but plays vital role as human aspects. The society is created by such small things and human being is known different from animal by these things. Animals and humans are separated by that small line. I had observed such things which are like animal behaviour while caring my father. Beside disease cancer , I had to go through all that things which hurt me much. I never opposed such things while they were happening but I kept records of such things. Much of pains was to me at that time. Pains in life really are wonderful and experience gaining. Also pains stay not for lifetime. They are for period of short times in your life and they always go away of you in time of course but while pains are away from you...you are rich in experiences. Such experiences are real teacher of you. Emotions are like clouds. They appears in mind and eagerly vanishes away. When I think about past , I have no complaints about anyone nor I have hate of anybody in my mind. I just want to discuss some points of breeding with whole world. I may be wrong but my emotions never be. They are my real treasury. They are my wealth. I kept emotions alive of my father for about sixteen years and kept him alive with the emotions. So they are more important for me in my life.
My writing is ongoing with such emotions. I feel that you all are with me to support me in my upcoming experiences of my father and me in form of book. I hope to publish it in a year or two. It is on the right way and I am sure about it. I will be here always with my thoughts to serve you. Thanks.

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #6

       The hurdles in a life has unique value. A plane life without any hurdle causes too many losses. It is always said that a person can not make any progress in his life if he not faces problems. Mistakes during work will teach to person and he is able to think upon his mistakes next time. Hurdles always comes with a chance. This chance is for progress. Hazards leads a person to learn something and it is good to develope ourselves. Life of Swami Vivekananda is full of such hazards. When he was in a such a situation that he may enjoy luxuries  in household life which was full of enjoyments with family or he may accept himself as monk in which there were many hurdles. He obviously chosen the life as monk. He had nothing with him when he accepted himself as monk. The only thing he has was the thoughts which were given to him by Paramhansa. Instead of accepting luxury of life , he accepted himself  as monk. A thoughts which were eternal and which will motivate all world,were accepted by him. The money or luxury was not question. It has some mere value but thoughts definitely  had some prominent value as a monk he travelled throughout India. He came across whole India where he observed that poverty in India was main question. He was in continuously in thinking and decided to go for religious parliament to west. After that he was able to spread the thoughts of Ramkrishna Paramhansa strongly all over the world.
                 The questions now remains that person may have all luxury in his life or may accept some good quality of thoughts. Luxury doesn't allow to bear good thoughts but good thought may lead person into Luxury .He has to bear many hazards in obeying good thoughts .They are thoughts which defines the quality of person .A person having certain good thoughts may suffers always many hurdles in his life but definitely he overcomes from it with the help of his thoughts.
                  Beside hazards person has to obey his good thinking. There comes intimately hopes from good thoughts. A positivity is created through thinking of good quality thoughts and it leads into good results. A person many test in hazard but good quality thinking saves him from moral damage. Loss of money is nothing in front of loss of morals. A victory with good moral is always sign of good thinking. The greedy thoughts always leads to self progress but universal thoughts leads to progress of whole society. Such thoughts are more valuable which causes the upliftment of some sections of society. Such section is eagerly waiting for good thoughts and they are really thankful for those who causes their upliftment. A progress is made through high thinking and so it  has definitely most important value in the life.
                 

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #5

        My father had been suffered thruogh cancer.He had tough life throughout his whole period of life.At childhood he struggled for his bread,in young period his struggle was for his own identity and in his old age he fight against cancer.His entire life thus spent with fighting with self and with society.The fight with cancer was too long.It was about sixteen years and this period I consider was my real period of life as I started very seriously thinking about life.My journey with my father was enough for  me to write.In this journey many hurdles was there.I had gained some extra life for my father as it was most needed for him.In giving hands with cancer of my father I feel proud that my father was completely satisfied with me.

         I am a teacher.It is my moral duty to save my father.Beside this I had experianced too many things to share with whole world.I will share all that experiance with you in comming days as I had started to write about it.In living and dying game my experiances were more light up for me.As you all know that cancer without any allopathy would not curable.Though it is true,I had fight without that.I will explain the fight against it to all.Thanks

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #4

The story of success begin with the effort in a right direction and right action in that concern. Many time we start with great enthusiasm but it can not last for too much time and we  reaches at other end where we never want to go. The building of success is built itself on firm concept and beliefs. Our determination and follow up in that concern is most effective. We can judge success or failure anywhere during our work. We are quite confidant about it. The story of success is thing to feel it while failure has many angles. We analyse our defeat. Finds the reasons to hide behind it  but it is not right. Criticising on anybody can show true nature of defeated person. Success is only success and failure is failure.
      The struggle which ends in success is unique one. It has different taste and mind satisfaction. The hurdles during fight feels nothing at the end of story. My  father's struggle for cancer was one of biggest fight against a monster disease called cancer. Every diseased cancer person has to finish from life. My father also finished but the struggle left behind to write. The disease was unwanted in his life but it came. We together made hands with it and we are successful in getting much more period of over sixteen years. Personally I was satisfied with this period and my father also. It was indeed grand success for us  I till having taste of that success. The entire story of fight against cancer was unique and it has some moral touch of simplicity as well as devotions along with truth and unselfishness. Because of this universal quality within my father made story unique.