Thursday 8 October 2015

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #7

Hi friends,
Its too long to meet you. Actually I am busy in writing a book which will be publish in coming year or two. My experience while treating my father is main subject of my writing. I had came across lot of experience which enhanced my life really. The experience is real advisor in your life. No teacher can teach you better than experience. My father was suffering from Cancer for around sixteen years. There was nothing with us while I started to service of my father. The people who are with us started to go away from us. It was very tough time indeed in my life. There was life of my father which is going to vanish in Short period. There was much need of help to me and my family. I was expecting like that. But I was wrong. Some period prove me that my expectations were wrong. When there is need of you to someone,why we behave oddly ? Exactly thing was happened with me. My life was thoroughly ripe with the experiences and a milestone journey with my father was made in my life. There was much pains ,lot of difficulties and many hurdles while treating my father. The sixteen years is much period and I struggled that much of the period with Cancer. The Cancer was not my fear. The main fear was of breeding. My family was suffered through such a things that I have to write. Beside the dangerous disease , I have to fight that all thing which I considered to note down. We as person needs to obey some social things for others. These things are few but plays vital role as human aspects. The society is created by such small things and human being is known different from animal by these things. Animals and humans are separated by that small line. I had observed such things which are like animal behaviour while caring my father. Beside disease cancer , I had to go through all that things which hurt me much. I never opposed such things while they were happening but I kept records of such things. Much of pains was to me at that time. Pains in life really are wonderful and experience gaining. Also pains stay not for lifetime. They are for period of short times in your life and they always go away of you in time of course but while pains are away from you...you are rich in experiences. Such experiences are real teacher of you. Emotions are like clouds. They appears in mind and eagerly vanishes away. When I think about past , I have no complaints about anyone nor I have hate of anybody in my mind. I just want to discuss some points of breeding with whole world. I may be wrong but my emotions never be. They are my real treasury. They are my wealth. I kept emotions alive of my father for about sixteen years and kept him alive with the emotions. So they are more important for me in my life.
My writing is ongoing with such emotions. I feel that you all are with me to support me in my upcoming experiences of my father and me in form of book. I hope to publish it in a year or two. It is on the right way and I am sure about it. I will be here always with my thoughts to serve you. Thanks.

Prof. Agarwal sir Vaduj

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