MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #8

Hi friends,

               It's great day again to meet you. A rotation of life causes us to act accordingly and we do act by the circumstances around us. Some decisions of us are correct and some are wrong. The correct decision encourages us while incorrect decisions demoralize us . When such situation arrives to us, we do force to think upon our decision. Still life is going on and on with positive and negative decision. One thing I want to mention that whether decision is wrong or right, it should be taken. Once you took a certain decision,we should stick up with decision and should not worry about it's result. The decision power always improve with the experience and experience increases always with the decision. So to take a decision is first most needed thing in a life.

                 One decision I had taken long ago,without caring about the result of it. The decision was about my father. I had started with very few things with me at that time. It was indeed vital decision which  would rather affect directly to the life of my father. I was unknown to the result of decision.  Fortunately I was right and upcoming time proven my decision. If I was wrong at that time,perhaps I have to pay more for it.

           The whole experiences of my father's journey of struggle with his disease along with his life struggle is on the way to the paper. The writing is now in final stage and soon a rough print of it will come out. Like my father's cancer, writing about my father is giving me great pleasure. It contains mind satisfaction and inner peace. Life of my father was simple but full of morality,truth and tremendous affection towards the life. So I consider that it should be on the paper. We are going to publish it internationally. So that rest of the people should come to know about struggle of my father.

               Though the writing is not yet completed,it is on the way to finish soon. The whole struggle of my father is mainly focused in my writing. Also along with my father,my personal views and thoughts are the attraction of the book. My father made available to watch me to some social issues. The book contains serious thoughts over these issues. You may catch much more along with said things. The book will definitely force to think upon the issues which I am going to put in it. The culture of India from book will help to improve to some extent and also it will promote Indian Culture. I have a confidence about the book that intellectuals across the world will appreciate my writings. Hope every thing will be fine up to publication of book.

Thanks.

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #7

Hi friends,
Its too long to meet you. Actually I am busy in writing a book which will be publish in coming year or two. My experience while treating my father is main subject of my writing. I had came across lot of experience which enhanced my life really. The experience is real advisor in your life. No teacher can teach you better than experience. My father was suffering from Cancer for around sixteen years. There was nothing with us while I started to service of my father. The people who are with us started to go away from us. It was very tough time indeed in my life. There was life of my father which is going to vanish in Short period. There was much need of help to me and my family. I was expecting like that. But I was wrong. Some period prove me that my expectations were wrong. When there is need of you to someone,why we behave oddly ? Exactly thing was happened with me. My life was thoroughly ripe with the experiences and a milestone journey with my father was made in my life. There was much pains ,lot of difficulties and many hurdles while treating my father. The sixteen years is much period and I struggled that much of the period with Cancer. The Cancer was not my fear. The main fear was of breeding. My family was suffered through such a things that I have to write. Beside the dangerous disease , I have to fight that all thing which I considered to note down. We as person needs to obey some social things for others. These things are few but plays vital role as human aspects. The society is created by such small things and human being is known different from animal by these things. Animals and humans are separated by that small line. I had observed such things which are like animal behaviour while caring my father. Beside disease cancer , I had to go through all that things which hurt me much. I never opposed such things while they were happening but I kept records of such things. Much of pains was to me at that time. Pains in life really are wonderful and experience gaining. Also pains stay not for lifetime. They are for period of short times in your life and they always go away of you in time of course but while pains are away from you...you are rich in experiences. Such experiences are real teacher of you. Emotions are like clouds. They appears in mind and eagerly vanishes away. When I think about past , I have no complaints about anyone nor I have hate of anybody in my mind. I just want to discuss some points of breeding with whole world. I may be wrong but my emotions never be. They are my real treasury. They are my wealth. I kept emotions alive of my father for about sixteen years and kept him alive with the emotions. So they are more important for me in my life.
My writing is ongoing with such emotions. I feel that you all are with me to support me in my upcoming experiences of my father and me in form of book. I hope to publish it in a year or two. It is on the right way and I am sure about it. I will be here always with my thoughts to serve you. Thanks.

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #6

       The hurdles in a life has unique value. A plane life without any hurdle causes too many losses. It is always said that a person can not make any progress in his life if he not faces problems. Mistakes during work will teach to person and he is able to think upon his mistakes next time. Hurdles always comes with a chance. This chance is for progress. Hazards leads a person to learn something and it is good to develope ourselves. Life of Swami Vivekananda is full of such hazards. When he was in a such a situation that he may enjoy luxuries  in household life which was full of enjoyments with family or he may accept himself as monk in which there were many hurdles. He obviously chosen the life as monk. He had nothing with him when he accepted himself as monk. The only thing he has was the thoughts which were given to him by Paramhansa. Instead of accepting luxury of life , he accepted himself  as monk. A thoughts which were eternal and which will motivate all world,were accepted by him. The money or luxury was not question. It has some mere value but thoughts definitely  had some prominent value as a monk he travelled throughout India. He came across whole India where he observed that poverty in India was main question. He was in continuously in thinking and decided to go for religious parliament to west. After that he was able to spread the thoughts of Ramkrishna Paramhansa strongly all over the world.
                 The questions now remains that person may have all luxury in his life or may accept some good quality of thoughts. Luxury doesn't allow to bear good thoughts but good thought may lead person into Luxury .He has to bear many hazards in obeying good thoughts .They are thoughts which defines the quality of person .A person having certain good thoughts may suffers always many hurdles in his life but definitely he overcomes from it with the help of his thoughts.
                  Beside hazards person has to obey his good thinking. There comes intimately hopes from good thoughts. A positivity is created through thinking of good quality thoughts and it leads into good results. A person many test in hazard but good quality thinking saves him from moral damage. Loss of money is nothing in front of loss of morals. A victory with good moral is always sign of good thinking. The greedy thoughts always leads to self progress but universal thoughts leads to progress of whole society. Such thoughts are more valuable which causes the upliftment of some sections of society. Such section is eagerly waiting for good thoughts and they are really thankful for those who causes their upliftment. A progress is made through high thinking and so it  has definitely most important value in the life.
                 

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #5

        My father had been suffered thruogh cancer.He had tough life throughout his whole period of life.At childhood he struggled for his bread,in young period his struggle was for his own identity and in his old age he fight against cancer.His entire life thus spent with fighting with self and with society.The fight with cancer was too long.It was about sixteen years and this period I consider was my real period of life as I started very seriously thinking about life.My journey with my father was enough for  me to write.In this journey many hurdles was there.I had gained some extra life for my father as it was most needed for him.In giving hands with cancer of my father I feel proud that my father was completely satisfied with me.

         I am a teacher.It is my moral duty to save my father.Beside this I had experianced too many things to share with whole world.I will share all that experiance with you in comming days as I had started to write about it.In living and dying game my experiances were more light up for me.As you all know that cancer without any allopathy would not curable.Though it is true,I had fight without that.I will explain the fight against it to all.Thanks

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #4

The story of success begin with the effort in a right direction and right action in that concern. Many time we start with great enthusiasm but it can not last for too much time and we  reaches at other end where we never want to go. The building of success is built itself on firm concept and beliefs. Our determination and follow up in that concern is most effective. We can judge success or failure anywhere during our work. We are quite confidant about it. The story of success is thing to feel it while failure has many angles. We analyse our defeat. Finds the reasons to hide behind it  but it is not right. Criticising on anybody can show true nature of defeated person. Success is only success and failure is failure.
      The struggle which ends in success is unique one. It has different taste and mind satisfaction. The hurdles during fight feels nothing at the end of story. My  father's struggle for cancer was one of biggest fight against a monster disease called cancer. Every diseased cancer person has to finish from life. My father also finished but the struggle left behind to write. The disease was unwanted in his life but it came. We together made hands with it and we are successful in getting much more period of over sixteen years. Personally I was satisfied with this period and my father also. It was indeed grand success for us  I till having taste of that success. The entire story of fight against cancer was unique and it has some moral touch of simplicity as well as devotions along with truth and unselfishness. Because of this universal quality within my father made story unique.

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #3

Living with certain thoughts that are bound the person to live in his life are most important. The thoughts of the person really define him in his life. There are so many personalities who are known to us only by their thoughts. Why they keep consistency in their thought? Thoughts are like taste of some product. If there is no consistency in taste of that product , we never buy that product. It is responsibility of that company to work accordingly. If not there is fear of locking the company. The same thing is apply about the thoughts. The thoughts, specially, good thoughts are idols of society and people are loved to follow on such thoughts. Killing such thoughts by good people is same like killing path of good things. A whole life obeying is big task for human being. There is basic difference between good and bad thinking. Thinking nothing is bad thinking and thinking wisely is good thinking. Path of truth is quite hard but it gives sweet fruit at its end. We are fulfilled by this path. To live a life beside good thinking another much things are needed by us. These things determines our living and quality of our living.

My father had lived such a life that he can not make much progress in his life but what he get from his life was a thought that driven his whole life. This thought was so simple but with that thought his whole life became easy for him. There are many parts of life,many topic of life,many colours of life and many thinking of life. One thinking that ends till end is a rare case. My father had lived such wonderful life which inspired me really.  

MY FATHER'S STRUGGLE FOR CANCER AND MEAL #2

People who are living with their principals are rare. Most of us are changing their thoughts as time changes. What they had learned previously was thus comes to an end and thoughts regarding living principal comes to an end. Our thoughts really determines our strength. What we gets from our thoughts? One simple thing which anybody can not gets anywhere, is self confidence which is most needed to everyone while working. Without that confidence we can not get success in life. A self defined confidence obtained from self made thoughts are more valuable than it obtained from other sources. So finally thoughts and thinking of self is important to everybody. The thinking about principals, they comes from a discipline behaviour. A constant thinking and acting in accordance with it is most needed. Then and then only great works be comes to an end in life.

          Telling story about my father is great pleasure for me. I have live with him for too long period. His principals of life was just beyond my imaginations and thinking. Often I was wrong to understand him. He and his principals were so simple that I never think on that level. This is main reason why it takes me too long period to understand him. Way of truth is also simple. It is so simple that many can not prepare their mind for it. Though it is simple,walking on it is quite difficult for many of us. The person who did keep such thoughts can easily survive on that path and they behave like normal. They are bound by their thoughts and they work accordingly. On this path, they are living in normal mode. So anybody who want to understand them,can undergoes through several difficulties. A keen observation can defines their attitude and thinking. A man like Mahatma Gandhiji had such type of thoughts. It can only understand by constant observations only. My father was illiterate. Then how he build his strong thoughts ? He learned all things only through experiences through his life. His own life was his guide throughout his life. Today's experience was his guru for tomorrow. Finally experience is the best teacher in the life. He obeyed that path and thus constructed his mind. Faith in good things gradually increased and his life is full of such things.